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11:52am 06/12/2005
  i like lolly pops they rock my socks....... i hate peas they are nasty..... i like how fruit loops melt in your mouth i like that alot  
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08:34pm 06/10/2004
 
mood: crushed
Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.
Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.
Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay		  
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11:37pm 10/08/2004
  have u guys ever felt so right when u are out doing something with anyone...and it's like u are out on a adventure or something
 and u are never wanna leave it . i love that feeling....-mysterious0-		  
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um....:(   
12:00am 26/06/2004
  i had a bad day it sucked so i need to vent.......
okay well it started out by burning my hand on the stupied oven..... then my shoulder was bothering me so i ingored it (bad idea) no because of my stupiedness... i found out from the doctor...today that i had teninidest i cant spell sorry* and i sprained all of my mussles up hthere...so i have to bascily do nuthing for a while i cant drive a stick shift for a mounth (like that's gonna happen) and i cant play my bass or anything for a while i hate it!!!! it's like the one thing that i love i cant do well it sucks.... i feel like i dont have any rights any more....well it's all good theres more people out there that have it alot worse so iam sorry for my bitching...
moving on....

well on the bright side i leave in like 8 days mamby.
-mysterious0-		  
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hellow   
12:41am 20/06/2004
 

alot has happend this summer...jessica has come over like alot and that is awesome...she has done alot for me and i will never forget about her....she is a awesome person and she will never change i wish more people can be like her...wait i do and i dont cause everyone is there own person....so yea but yea i thinks it is awesome because she changed me in a way that i thought i coudent change...

any way that's all i have to say...

love u jess always and forever....

mysterious0

  
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i dunn0 why i just iam   
08:48pm 28/03/2004
  i dunn0 why iam writting in this but iam just g0nna....cause i need t0 tlak t0 s0me0ne s0 atless i kn0w it's getting s0mewere.....i g0t in a car crash yesterday..........and kn0w iam all c0nfussed..well let's just say 0ne 0f my best friends isent tlaking t0 me..and i dunn0 why....and i w0nt be driving f0r a while....  
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.............i dunno maby u can tell me..........   
02:31pm 07/03/2004
  i am ab0ut t0 g0 2 w0rk......i dunn0 what's g0ing 0n with me right n0w.....i guess iam just having all 0f this shit all hit me at 0nce and iam like a c0mputer g0ing th0ugh like maj0r mlet d0wn.....iam crashing and buring and theres n0 0ne that can st0p it.......because i have t0 iam the 0nly 0ne that can help me s0 every 0nes alse g0 away intill iam d0ne....and if ur still there then g00d great w0ndfull...  
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............beep.........   
06:59pm 02/02/2004
 
mood: blank
........this day sucked like any 0ther day.....but it d0sent matter....

Happily ever after,
That's how they want you to think it will be,
But it's not,
Not at all in reality.
The deaths, the tears, the fears, the falls,
Through it all we still go on.
The broken hearts,
the cheating friends,
So much pain that never ends.
The fake smiles that seem to make everything ok,
But not for you, because you know the pain won't go away.
Bright and cheery, but oh so weary,
Because inside your heart is breaking in 2

-mysti0urs0-		  
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um........veggies   
09:20pm 18/01/2004
 
mood: amused

i just ate a big bowl 0f veggies

w0w...this weekend went buy supper fast... it was a kick ass
weekend.... very weird...
r0ar
b00
w0w w0w w0w
my fav... m0vie is 0n!!!!*crazy/beautfull....
yeah it reminds me of s0me0ne.....
i went and applied f0r a j0b t0day........
i d0nt think i will get 0ne pe0ple tend 2 me scared 0f me...
*hides behide wall*

i watched a movie called JI-jane it was awesome....

 

  
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05:03pm 11/01/2004
 
mood: aggravated
i dunno what i just did....or said....to someone...iam just tryed of my friends fucking up.....i don't need it anymore......		  
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yummy.........   
09:51pm 20/12/2003
 
mood: awake
iam getting food yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!um.......f....o...o......d.....
iam tlaking to my friend so i think she needs a hug so everyone hug here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*hug moe!!!*
well i dunno what else to say...........		  
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sex   
08:25pm 17/12/2003
 
mood: amused

wow me and my '' friend'' were tlaking about sex and she say's that i would be krazy and wild and she would be gentle and calm  and thats weird.....we were tlaking about water sex and how a hotish bubble bath would be realy romatic and awesome pluse everyone woould be nice and clean!!! and yeah it's weird because we were boooth thinking aboout it and woow sex is a powerfully thing and it can change someones life in a very bad way or in a awesome way and it has to be with the right person at the right time and everything!!!! and wow i dunno.............................

  
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do u want a cookie   
12:09pm 15/12/2003
 
mood: bitchy
UM.........CANDY!!!!!!!!
it's awesome and fating what more can u ask for!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i wish peple would shut the fuck up and keep there shit to thier self.........i already have engough pormblems.....BUT I STILL CARE!!!!!!!

if u hurt someone u can see it in there eyes and it hurts you too.

LOVE IS LIKE THE WIND
YOU CAN SEE IT
BUT U CAN FEEL IT!!!!!		  
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um........   
09:48pm 12/12/2003
 
mood: blank
my world has never really made any since...
intill i meant you and then it all changed.......
the way u look at me the way u act around me. just everthing and anything about u that made me happier...
then u started to fade away...and i started to pray..to let the pain go away.but it never changed.....and it never will..		  
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sick......   
04:39pm 12/12/2003
 
mood: annoyed
iam still sick and it sucks! last night i only got like 4 hours of sleep.... so i called my super friend and she dragged me out of bed!!! i only did it for her....cause i will do anything for my friends.... it was nice though because when i first got to school she just like stood there and huged me and i just was in her arms and yeah it was great.... i love being with her.....and she dersevers some one that will treat her really good.... yeah....i cant wait intill the korn concert it's gonna be great!!! i don't care if iam sick fuck it iam going!!!! i miss rani!!!!!!! and yeah but i have moe.......and she's awesome......... ummmmmmmmm........i want fuge cake		  
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wow..   
08:40pm 11/12/2003
 
mood: shocked
i just relized what someone told me and i dunno what too do, say, think. i just what her to be happy. and i want everything to be ok.i feel really bad... and iam sorry...but wow this person threw everything on me all at once....wow i never thought she would feel like that...ah... iam just in shook...and i dont want to lose her.........cause than i would be lost, more that i was........		  
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it's raning out side!   
08:26pm 11/12/2003
 
mood: amused
hi.......to.....everyone........i want ice cream soooooooooooooooooooooo bad!!!! but i cant and yeah it sucks...well iam gonna go find something to do.....		  
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11:53am 11/12/2003
 
mood: bored
i miss my best friend alot..iam sitting here in my room, sick. and all i can think about are all of the meriours i have of her..i rember when i was sick she would be sick to. we were always sick together...because we were always hanging out together... i would be at home ''dying'' and she would come over and drag me out of the house...''we would always make up some story to tell my dad so he would let me go.'' then we would go out driving around and even know we both felt like we were gonna die.... we dident care we had fun and even know the next day we would be even more sick then we were in the first place we would do the same thing over and over...intill finally it got so bad that our parents wouldent let us go out anymore...wow.that was random...thoses were goooood times...now she's graduaded and in collage...and we still are best friends from this day so iam not gonna give up..i have known her for about 5 years....		  
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i hate myself   
07:46pm 10/12/2003
 
mood: sad
today was a really bad day..i broke up with my g/f..and i feel really bad and even more confused...cause know its all weird when were together..and yeah i dunno...it seems that i can never do anything right.and when i think that i am doing stuff right iam really just messing up even more then i did in the first place...and i hurt more people or i fuck up my thoughts even more and its like theres no way out sometimes, and i just want to run and runway from all my pormblems... ''but thats all i ever do'' and its not working for me it seem like iam scared to get close to someone like in a relationship, but when i am kidding around it doesnt bother me i dunno!!! ahhhhhhhh.... i don't know what, why,who, iam writing this about....but i do know that my life will never be the same.......		  
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um......   
03:18pm 08/12/2003
 
mood: cold
dam........my head hurts and iam really cold!!!its like my house is an ice cube! i had a weird day so far i felt like shit all day...i was depressed i guess i dunno i havent felt like that in a while.i was thing about stupied bad shit... and that's not kool...yeah...my g/f gave me a mood ring today awe she's so nice!!!i love it! i used to have one like in 5th grade so that was a long time ago...i knda forgot about them in till now....wow i miss my brother theres a picture of me and him that i just found...and its one of thoses things were u kinda stop and stair at it and think about everthing and yeah..wow that was really weird...i wonder what he is doing right now.i wonder if he ever thinks about me like i think about him all of the time? iam just tlaking to myself...on a happier note my g/f's friend sam is so supper hot its great... and yeah.......		  
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